compersion & limerence

good news: i came home early and watched 5 episodes of The Magicians, and I am SO EXCITED to read all the e x p l i c i t fanfiction. It's also perfect "in pain and miserable and embroidering badly" TV. Whoop!

bad news: a professional contact that I don't super like is the only person who recommended it to me; he has been anxiously awaiting my response and I don't want to give it to him. He also, bless, said "Yeah, the internet really cares about Quentin and Eliot...fanshipping, I think it's called?"

( whispery space where I pull out all of my hair )