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felinejumper ([personal profile] felinejumper) wrote2019-03-26 10:31 pm

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I'm having a Terrifyingly Intimate 24 hours, viz:

  1. my primary partner started Mrs. Dalloway last night! After almost exactly a year of me emoting! So far he has made a comparison to Miranda of Black Sails so uh, this should be totally fine, for me. I will have a totally supportive and comfortable level of response to whatever he thinks about it, completely chill, I swear.

  2. A different partner emailed me, with no subject header or other body text, a single AO3 link. (It's a Captain America fic. Yes, I am reading it.) This was out of the BLUE and very unexpected, characterization wise, and omfg if he gets Into Fandom I am going to LOSE IT in a very particular "oops, didn't think I'd be that flavor of vulnerable to you!" way. The last time we talked about fanfiction I explained some various flavors of dubcon. It went okay. BUT NOW: What if he learns something about me? TRUE horror.

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[personal profile] fhionnuisce 2019-03-27 08:53 am (UTC)(link)
Not the same thing but I'm kind of collaborating on a fic for the first time in forever and like a lot of my Very Trans Feels are going into this ship and I'm kind of quietly dying over here. Currently I am single, but fandom was my escape from something emotikonally abusive, so if any partner were to get into fandom it'd be very intense.

Also omg Mrs. Dalloway and Miranda. *dies a little* I might need to hear more about this... lol. Don't share if you're not comfortable though.

The other day someone who beta'd me found my Miranda fic... I was like... please be gentle, she's my *favorite* omg.

Anyway yeah.

Right now librarian!Sam is not exactly on the shelf but will be starting later in the year but I'll PM soon!
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[personal profile] fhionnuisce 2019-03-28 01:28 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah I hope the boundaries stay good. The people helping me with this fic are two friends.

Ooh I hope there is an update on this situation too though and good luck!!! :D