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I'm having a Terrifyingly Intimate 24 hours, viz:
my primary partner started Mrs. Dalloway last night! After almost exactly a year of me emoting! So far he has made a comparison to Miranda of Black Sails so uh, this should be totally fine, for me. I will have a totally supportive and comfortable level of response to whatever he thinks about it, completely chill, I swear.
A different partner emailed me, with no subject header or other body text, a single AO3 link. (It's a Captain America fic. Yes, I am reading it.) This was out of the BLUE and very unexpected, characterization wise, and omfg if he gets Into Fandom I am going to LOSE IT in a very particular "oops, didn't think I'd be that flavor of vulnerable to you!" way. The last time we talked about fanfiction I explained some various flavors of dubcon. It went okay. BUT NOW: What if he learns something about me? TRUE horror.
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Also omg Mrs. Dalloway and Miranda. *dies a little* I might need to hear more about this... lol. Don't share if you're not comfortable though.
The other day someone who beta'd me found my Miranda fic... I was like... please be gentle, she's my *favorite* omg.
Anyway yeah.
Right now librarian!Sam is not exactly on the shelf but will be starting later in the year but I'll PM soon!
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No, that's definitely the same flavor of like, oops, I accidentally agreed to let you in! Oops oops oops here we go! Big trans feels HURRAY, a classic fic move. I hope all feels are treated kindly and gently.
Mine is fortunately not of the emotionally abusive kind, but I hope yours stays gestures nebulously out there.
UH YEAH the comparison was, I think, in their "somewhat ethereal, iconic figure of one's youth"-ness, but to my extreme frustration he has things to do besides read fiction books and wreck me with them?? Bizarre to have other priorities.
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Ooh I hope there is an update on this situation too though and good luck!!! :D